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Friday, September 29, 2006

wow...shes strong! im hardly light. ahaha ^^

mariel, althea, rebecca, jade (dorks reunited?)

teachers, line-dancing not bad ah...HE can dance. heh jacqueline^^

furball, advertising prawn crackers?--this is the first time she smiled on a camera

my vanessa-anne-hudgens-obsessed-friend, mariel.

ROUGE; because I love it.

10:33 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

FAVOURITES
Colour: LIME GREEN!
Food: err...alot?
Movie: a million.
Sport: badminton,swimming,basketball,running
Day of the week: saturday((:
Season: Autumn.
CURRENTMood: irritated.
Taste: ??
Clothes: shirt and shorts.
Desktop:err, dunno
Toenail colour: usual colour
Time: 3.53pm.
Surroundings: my room.
Best friend: God!
Crush: -dots-
Lie: err??
Music: christian songs
Drink: many!:DD
Ride: Bus.
HAVE YOU EVER Dated one of your best friends: nope.
Broken the law: if i told you, i would have to kill you.
Been arrested: what do you think?
Skinny-dipped: No,i'm not THAT insane!
Been on tv: yup
Kissed someone that you don't know: no...
4 things you did today: slept in class, thought about slapping the *********, eat, talk
3 things you can hear right now: aircon,keyboard, msn window.
Random facts about me: im sleepy, im a leftie:D
7 things that scare me: like i would tell you.
7 things I say most:dunno, hey, christie, hmm,haha, thanks, youre irritating.

okay done asiah. ahah

ROUGE; because I love it.

3:56 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

hello,
whoa super tired, just finished compo on a very boring subject.
only two more weeks of torture left. yes!
hmm, so sad, this week no choir, next week also dont have, but the week after have, but i wont be in singapore, ugh! ahah learn all the actions without me.

well everyone, study hard for the (silly) upcoming exams. xD
im gonna go and sleep now,.......zZzzz

wait a verse. heehee

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths. -- proverbs 3:5-6

ROUGE; because I love it.

10:43 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

today brought camera to school, hhaha, as you can see, went a bit crazy.

becky-- residential nerd???^^
err,-- no comments??
fellow nerds...^^ becky and mar?! with high belt?! -shock-
OLGC --- attitude check...THE COOL vs. THE GEEKS ---mar?specs?!jade? prefect tie?!

WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO?!?!

HAHA I DON'T EVEN LOOK NERD...ERR.. I THINK I JUST INSULTED MYSELF.

hahah. yea a BIT crazy. hahah. as amber would put it... CAMWHORES. lol
sry amber, not my fault you werent there... :D

ROUGE; because I love it.

5:53 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

heyy, since Sarah asked me to post about today, i shall...

err, okay this moring went to church, and teacher Gerald shared a very interesting story, about Oracio(sp?), a lawyer i think. yea he was doing very well in life, he had a wife and four children. then after the chicago fire, his business went up in flames(literally).so he asked his wife and children to go on a holiday, to France i think. then the ship collided and his wife was the sole survivor. but even then he did not blame God. err okay theres still quite a bit more. but nvm.

then had sunday school, after that went to Tr min's class to eat ice cream! for teri's bdae, mmMmm soo nice. ben & jerry's. :D

then had teen's worship. okay won't go into details.
sad no choir and chimes.):

And I will run to You
to Your words of truth;
not by might, not by power
but by the spirit of God.

Yes, I will run the race,
til i see YOur face.
oh, let me live
in the glory of Your grace.

ROUGE; because I love it.

9:50 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

ohohoh suddenly my keyboard can work! haha see.... can dot yay!
this thing is soo weird..:D

ROUGE; because I love it.

10:03 PM

argh! my keyboard got SERIOUS PROBLEM i cant put the dot< when its says caplock its small letters ugh! irritating mann

anyway i cut my hair yay! haha
i also received report books, heehee

yea so anyways gotta go, not supposed to be blogging , haha

ROUGE; because I love it.

9:57 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

-sigh-
im not really bothered about that but maybe more over the fact, that i [may] have lost a friend?

it's killing me.

ROUGE; because I love it.

9:13 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

hello, hahah
i cant really use the computer that much anymore cause gotta study, haha but heck! actually i should really mug hard, i feel so guilty when all the sec4 spend whole day in church studying when im playing computer...): yea anyway only two weeks left. then can go to switzerland, yay! but church friends all will go outing without me, haahh, so anyway what do youll want from there? swiss chocolates? hahah
the listening compre was so-so tilting towards the easy side. :D

yea well anyways better stop. haha

just to add,
naomi,davina,sarah,joanne,and teri, you all Rock my socks, hahah (:

ROUGE; because I love it.

9:49 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

wow, this is a picture i found on the net.
it shows the lake in my hometown, guess

you could call it that.i can actually recognise

this place. isn't it beautiful?

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=================== doesnt this look like the swiss flag?

ROUGE; because I love it.

10:29 PM

ahh crap, tmr have listening compre...i kinda forgot. heehee -.-"
so many other MORE IMP stuff to think about.
[mental note: reach school only @ 10, not @ 8 ]
PSLE is very irritating and troublesome. trust me. still very confused about sec school, so many pros and cons. -.-
but i think may be able to get a piano soon. [yay!]

hmmm. today was weird. well yea, about 6:30pm went for a walk to sort out my thoughts, its really quite refreshing, and the sky was WOW, makes you appreciate God so much more in nature, i guess.

im kinda in a weird mood too. dont feel like studying, so boored...

--sigh-- that feeling again. feels kinda like lonliness, dunno why. i have God. i guess i will have to take another walk tmr...
i suddenly feel like going back to switzerland. i miss my friends, the lake, the swans, the house, even the smell, of waffles.Mmm. but i can bear to miss even a session in bethany, --sigh--

ahh, great. anyone want to switch places with me?

ROUGE; because I love it.

9:22 PM

i will focus solely on God and no other.

You're the only One I need.

ROUGE; because I love it.

7:03 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

hahah, nice right?

ROUGE; because I love it.

6:57 PM

hmm. visit this
http://flowersonahill.livejournal.com/

its soo cute((:

ROUGE; because I love it.

6:17 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

hmmm. i dunno why, but i love beautiful scenery pictures, :D
yup well anyway gotta mug! its soo close. the listening compre is already this friday, but i only gotta report @ 10am. while the rest @ 8.15. nah :P.
can't wait for the tenth cause no need to study already. yay! and also going to swiss, i just feel like walking along the lake at sunset, haha dunno why. since singapore scenery not very nice. ((: hmmm.
anyway i miss CHRISTIE!!! one of the top 6 in my heart...
#1-- GOD
#2-- bethany ipc
#3-- christie
#4-- church friends
#5-- friends and family
#6-- badminton
haha.cookie for those who can guess who christie is. ^^
haha well adios. (:

psalm 119:18 -- open my eyes so that i may see the wondrous things of Your law.

ROUGE; because I love it.

9:11 PM

Who am I? -- casting crowns
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Chorus:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,(ocean)
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Chorus 2x

I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

ROUGE; because I love it.

6:52 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

woohoo! yay! im suddenly very happy, cause i feel like a load has been lifted off my shoulders,! and im happy that im happy! haha!
let me tell prayer really does work, not that i didnt believe it before! :D

ookay, but the only sad thing, is msn is doing maintenance(sp?) i think. hmm. well anyway. GOD BLESS!

ROUGE; because I love it.

8:24 PM

--hmm. i like this photo, so nice--

i didnt go to school today, cause got gastric...):
so studied a bit and watched anime on the comp.
im starting to get really sick of studying...so boring, revising over and over the same topics. but anyway in about a month, no need to study anymore.yay!but for a while only, anyway i guess next year will be much much more interesting, hmm. dunno where to go...rgs,stnicks,plmgss,crescent(sp?), anderson...-sigh-
yup so after PSLE, ill probably be going to switzerland for about 10 days (10-20 oct) yea.
btw, happy bdae mrs. chua! ((:

ytd the message pastor kenneth gave us was very...hmm. how to put it? well anyways it got me thinking.

well these few days, i wasnt in a very good mood etc... but i must cheer up! yea! cause it would be a waste to spend life just moping around! ((:
yea well anyways I LOVE YOU, LORD! ((;

--563--.[sigh]

ROUGE; because I love it.

4:26 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

"Voice of Truth" -- Casting Crowns
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat and then
on to the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you never win!"
"You never win!"

Chorus:
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes
to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone

Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

Chorus:
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
On top of them lookin' downI
soar with the wings of EAGLES
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

Chorus:
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe-

I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe the Voice of truth
I will listen and believe
Cause Jesus you are the voice of truthAnd I will listen to you, you are-

ROUGE; because I love it.

3:04 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

hmm.this morning i was okay during badminton and church, but now im in the crappy mood again.

oh,just rmbered something, today during badminton, the two girls from st theresa said i was very compatible with anders.haha. pls lah he's pri 3, four years younger than me. but he's already 142cm, im only 147cm. ohman, i feel so short. must start growing taller.anyways no offense to anyone whatsoever.

and my stomach hurts, think it was something i ate.

well, anyways during ypg1, we learnt that we should love God's word. the reason why most people do not love God's word is because they want to do their own thing.dont want to obey, i guess. well, the problem behind it is sin.
well what we should do, is to ask for forgiveness and ask Him to cleanse us.and we must really want to listen, seek and 'do' God's word.hide it inside our hearts.. we pray to ask God to be our teacher, as there is of course no better than Him.desire and find delight in His word. and remember it. (:

You're the only One I need.

ROUGE; because I love it.

10:24 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

a bit better, but still feeling like crap.

at least tmr have badminton.and church.
i bought a new racket, its great. nano tactic. very nice to use.

church is the best! well probably be learning songs for christmas tmr, so early, but im not complaining.

well, anyways holidays ending soon. sad.
hmm. still have one more month.til exams.

ROUGE; because I love it.

9:45 PM

Lord, I'm truly amazed by Your wondrous love,
You've showered upon me.
The grace that has sustained me till today.
Your love has been proven right, it has led me out of darkness,it has lightened up my way, it has deemed You faithful.
and I come to a conclusion, You're an important piece in my life.
No, correction, You're not an important piece,You're the most important piece in my life.
Without You, my world will just crash, and that's the end of me.
You're one wonderful God, and I'll praise You till the end of times.
I know You'll guide me till the last day of my life.
Lord, You know what I'm going through.
You know the pain that's hidden within me.
You know that I'm struggling through these tough times,And once again, I cry out to You, again and again.
I faced the stress of endless broken friendships,a string of repercussions, the result of my foolish course of action.
I call out to You through sleepless nights,I lie on my bed, reflecting upon my mistakes.
How I wish I didn't have to reflect upon my mistakes,but instead, reflect Your glorious love, that You've given,that through this, I may be a living testimony.
Once again, I'm pondering upon the abundant love You've shown.
Till now, I don't understand, why I was so foolish,
How could I ever say that You're, not really important?
Lord, I neglected You, I didn't think I needed You.
Its only through these trials that really set me thinking,And really told me that, You're the glue in my life.
Without You, my life is like many pieces of paper, torn apart.
And I'm trying so hard to piece them back together, but to no avail.
But Lord, when You reveal Yourself, its when,my life is effortlessly pieced back together,a perfect jigsaw puzzle, with all the pieces pieced so neatly arranged.
Lord, You bless me with trials, to show I'm still Your precious child,and You'll never leave me to fend for my own.
Your still small voice whispers to me,saying that I'm like a little boat, sailing away from the anchor, to nowhere.
This little boat thought she could sail without a sailor,she thought she could brave the rain and storm, on her own.
But I guess Lord, I'm just so wrong about all these, You're the sailor, and you let me go for awhile.
You allowed me to struggle, through the storms,but Your love didn't allow the little boat to capsize,
instead, You calmed the storms in me, and revealed Your love that I may see.through it, I've learnt of Your love once again.
And each time You reveal Your love,I stand in awe of You,You're the King of kings, the mighty Lord.
Yet, You still spend time caring for my broken heart,You use Your love to mend it, and make me whole.You, then teach me again, not to stray away.That's how great Your love is.And I'm simply amazed by You.

this was done by Sarah,
its really awesome!
thanks again!

most of all, you deserve the THANKS LORD, THE WORSHIP THE PRAISE AND THE LOVE. we are not worthy of You.

ROUGE; because I love it.

2:57 PM

im running a losing race. should i just give up?
-is it only in times like these that i turn to the Father?
~its -sigh- dont even know how to describe it.

ROUGE; because I love it.

2:45 PM

I cry out to You, again and again.
Lord, You hear my troubles, and please don't forsake me.
Why do I cry out to You only when times get tough?
That's cause I took You for granted.
I didn't put You first place in my life.
I'm sorry, Lord.Draw me closer towards You.
Change my life, and renew my faith.
Give me hope, for a better tomorrow.
Impart to me, these values I do not know.
I'll go through these testings, not alone.
But with You, by my side,even when the world turns against me,There's one thing I know for sure,You'll never leave me nor forsake me.
You're by my side, to comfort me.And to renew my hope.
Your love shall never test me beyond what I can bear.
And these trials show that You care for me.
And they'll show me what great and wonderful miracles Your love can do.
And they will make me a stronger person,to face the harsh world outside these walls.
Thru these Lord, I see Your perfect plan laid ahead of me.
Thru these Lord, Your love is something I'll hold so dear to me.
And thru these, Lord, Your perfect love, the world will see.
I'll get all my hope and strength, from no one but You.
I'll praise You now, and forever more,for You've taught me the values of life.
through these testings, I'll overcome the future ones.
This joy I find in You, ain't going to be temporary,but its the one which will sustain me through the tough road of life.
"Where the will of God leads you, the grace of God keeps you. "

this passage is really meaningful, especially now.
thank you Sarah for posting this on your blog. it was really a source of encouragement.

most of all, THANK YOU LORD

You're the only One I need.

ROUGE; because I love it.

11:36 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

hello! :D
actually im supposed to study now, so ill make it a quick one :D cause im bored. haha
oh if you are free you can go and visit this website, she's an AMAZING author. haha. http://www.freewebs.com/mizmermaid/ she's cool :D
later going to church for bible study! yay! and tmr going for badminton and church again! yay! haha
okay i havent been really updating bible verses so ill do it now(: [yay!]
im reading matthew and its very interesting, can especially learn alot of lessons (:
okay, mathew 5:43-48 -Love your enemies
-v.44> But I say to you, love yourenemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you,....
well i think that its very hard to do this. so ill TRY! :D
i gotta study now, so adios

ROUGE; because I love it.

10:36 AM

Monday, September 04, 2006

hello!
sry havent blogged for awhile, actually only two days, haha, but whatever...

YAY!!! this week holidays!
im REALLY looking forward to thurs! go to church! woohoo!

yea well this period im a bit stressed cause preparation for PSLE and my dad nags alot. and i mean ALOT!!! so i may be able to use the internet so much...
he wants me to study at least 5 hours a day! oh mann.

yea well ytd i had fun, went out with the 93' batch, we watched breakup it was so-so, cause a bit boring, haha

well anyways, naomi, davina, joanne,and sarah rocks! :D and the guys too, haha let's do it again, well i have to go now, so bye!

btw, amber, you're nuts

ROUGE; because I love it.

8:52 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

k here are the photos: [sorry yesterday couldnt update]-.-